November 2010
deer in headlights:
i came home and immediately took a shower, as if that could wash all the stupidity away. i want to throw up, too. puke out all the words i should have said when i had the chance. how could the last four hours be a constant replay of fourty-five seconds? i wanted to kiss you right then and there. i am stupid.
October 2010
FUCK.
im gonna try to be happy today.
try.
